Happy Days Are Here Again

Well today I'll start by saying that I am quite happy to be clean and sober now on 02/14/2011 Happy Valentines Day everyone. To pick up where I left off after my segment on anti-depressants and the start of my heroin addiction, those days were very difficult. On one hand, I was basically suicidal and didn't care too much about anything that might happen to me. On the other hand, one has to keep on struggling with life as it comes. It ain't over 'till it's over, as they say. I always had such high hopes and asperations for my life and attribute much of my addiction problems to wanting to drown out my failure to acheive the things I wanted. I should have started by trying harder in school. I never brought my books home from school, the way I looked at it was school time is for socializing and then after school was for riding motorcycles, shooting guns and drugs and alcohol. My brother was the example I should have learned from. He was a straight "A" student, always on the honor roll. He is three years younger than I am, he put himself through college and has had a very good life financially. I look up to my brother. I am extenely proud of him and love him dearly. My only hope now is to some day get lucky with a business I may try to make happen again soon. I'm waiting for our economy to get a bit better while I try to save up for ads and promotional material. I did start my business a few years ago in 2007, but quickly ran out of ad money as well as the economy started failing and extra money stopped flowing. I am patient and have faith that soon things will get better. Thanks for reading. Be back soon. http://recoveryadvice.blogspot.com and http://addictionadvice.wordpress.com Click Here To See Next Post ---> http://recoveryadvice.blogspot.com/p/new-phase-started-recently.html