How I Started Using Heroin
(the death drug).
It wasn't long after I moved back to Miami I fell for a gorgeous girl
who was stuck on heroin. She moved in with me and we had a good time
for about 8 months.
I had never tried the stuff but I wanted to be in her circle. She
didn't want to let me try it and I didn't understand what the big deal
was.I had taken pain pills before but that's not as intense as
injecting heroin. Heroin turned out to be my all time drug of choice
next to ecstasy.
I had smoked crack for about 20+ years (on and off) I always had
(my stuff) though, I smoked but only with extra money & time. Only
when I was homeless & had given up on life for about 2.5 years did I
become a " crack head ".
Living for nothing but getting high.
who was stuck on heroin. She moved in with me and we had a good time
for about 8 months.
I had never tried the stuff but I wanted to be in her circle. She
didn't want to let me try it and I didn't understand what the big deal
was.I had taken pain pills before but that's not as intense as
injecting heroin. Heroin turned out to be my all time drug of choice
next to ecstasy.
I had smoked crack for about 20+ years (on and off) I always had
(my stuff) though, I smoked but only with extra money & time. Only
when I was homeless & had given up on life for about 2.5 years did I
become a " crack head ".
Living for nothing but getting high.
A few months later her mom came down from NY to save her beautiful
daughter from drugs.
I guess my depression came from missing her and all the heroin I was
using (strong downer).
I got help for depression.
I was taking Wellbutrin for about 6 months for depression.
It was time for a check up (liver) to see if I could keep taking them
and I didn't
have the money for the doctor visit so I tried to quit using them.
Well I had side effects including an empty feeling in my head (kind of
a dizzy feeling) and bad headaches feeling bad all the time.
I was self medicating on heroin with little bits of money at a time,
also because it is hard to see a doctor here (takes hours) losing
almost an entire day of work.
I was using morphine/heroin then went to a methadone clinic for
about 6months. I wanted to quit drugs.
By the way, it's easier, (at least it was for me) to get clean from
heroin than it is to get clean from methadone.
Methadone is more addictive than heroin, but it's legal and it lasts
all day so you don't have to dose yourself every few hours like heroin
or roxys and other downers & pain meds.
daughter from drugs.
I guess my depression came from missing her and all the heroin I was
using (strong downer).
I got help for depression.
I was taking Wellbutrin for about 6 months for depression.
It was time for a check up (liver) to see if I could keep taking them
and I didn't
have the money for the doctor visit so I tried to quit using them.
Well I had side effects including an empty feeling in my head (kind of
a dizzy feeling) and bad headaches feeling bad all the time.
I was self medicating on heroin with little bits of money at a time,
also because it is hard to see a doctor here (takes hours) losing
almost an entire day of work.
I was using morphine/heroin then went to a methadone clinic for
about 6months. I wanted to quit drugs.
By the way, it's easier, (at least it was for me) to get clean from
heroin than it is to get clean from methadone.
Methadone is more addictive than heroin, but it's legal and it lasts
all day so you don't have to dose yourself every few hours like heroin
or roxys and other downers & pain meds.
Now I am trying to be 100% clean (around 03/03/2000) but
my body is always hurting (all over) mostly knees, hips, back, neck,
bad head aches, shoulders, elbows well, in other words "everything"
hurt all the time and with very low energy, all the time.
my body is always hurting (all over) mostly knees, hips, back, neck,
bad head aches, shoulders, elbows well, in other words "everything"
hurt all the time and with very low energy, all the time.
It had been more than 3 weeks since I stopped methadone and have
thoughts of buying heroin every day to relieve the pain.
I constantly have thoughts bombarding me of the different ways I
want to commit suicide. I feel horrible all the time.
I finally started shooting dope again.
thoughts of buying heroin every day to relieve the pain.
I constantly have thoughts bombarding me of the different ways I
want to commit suicide. I feel horrible all the time.
I finally started shooting dope again.
The Wellbutrin was good, but without it, the side effects are horrible.
What does one do if the liver can't take meds like Wellbutrin anymore? http://babesfound.blogspot.com/
What does one do if the liver can't take meds like Wellbutrin anymore? http://babesfound.blogspot.com/
